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Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
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This journal is officially on hiatus. I'll be back, or maybe I won't.
But I'll sure be reading most of you!
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Sunday, January 15th, 2006
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I've deleted the entries in my photojournal, I wanna change its layout and then I'll start with the updates (more regularly, I hope) again.
So long!
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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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yeah okay, why not!
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. favourite candle scent:
RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:
PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
4. POST A PICTURE OF you
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Saturday, January 7th, 2006
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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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| Subject: | bla bla |
| Time: | 9:08 pm. |
| Music: | Everybody's gotta learn sometimes by Beck. |
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on why we (but not me) have presents tonight.
mission accomplished: the dress is back in h&m now. i still feel some remorse, since apparently everybody-who-really-matters-to-me seem to think that dress was very nice and i looked great on it. whatever.. >_<
with the money i got, i bought the first season of "scrubs".
wait a minute.. am i updating? (and twice a day!!)
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| Subject: | gah! |
| Time: | 3:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  sore. | | Music: | Passenger by Deftones. |
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I woke up today with sore back and that makes me moody and irritating (and irritable). I also need to go to h&m and give them back a polka-dotted dress I've decided I'm not going to wear. But the idea of going such a long way to find a mall crowded with hords of crazy shoppers buying the very last presents for tonight is quite discouraging. To take my mind off those matters I've decided to make a little list of the last year. How original of me! :D
(always in no particular order)
5 albums:
-"Antics" - Interpol
-"Turn on the bright lights" - Interpol
-"Rock & Roll is dead" - Hellacopters
-"London calling" - The Clash
-"Unknown pleasures" - Joy Division
5 concerts:
-Piano Magic
-Antony & the Johnsons
-NIN
-Interpol
-Hellacopters
5 films:
-"Million dollar baby"
-"Closer"
-"The corpse bride"
-"Match point"
-"Princesas"
and that's it. (as usual, I don't put much thought into this kind of things..)
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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
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THANK YOU! :D
( * )
Stand up against governments, against God.
Stay irresponsible.
Say only what we know & imagine.
Absolutes are coercion.
Change is absolute.
Ordinary mind includes eternal perceptions.
Observe what's vivid.
Notice what you notice.
Catch yourself thinking.
Vividness is self-selecting.
If we don't show anyone, we're free to write anything.
Remember the future.
Advise only yourself.
Don't drink yourself to death.
Two molecules clanking against each other requires an observer to become
scientific data.
The measuring instrument determines the appearance of the phenomenal
world after Einstein.
The universe is subjective.
Walt Whitman celebrated Person.
We Are an observer, measuring instrument, eye, subject, Person.
Universe is person.
Inside skull vast as outside skull.
Mind is outer space.
"Each on his bed spoke to himself alone, making no sound."
First thought, best thought.
Mind is shapely, Art is shapely.
Maximum information, minimum number of syllables.
Syntax condensed, sound is solid.
Intense fragments of spoken idiom, best.
Consonants around vowels make sense.
Savor vowels, appreciate consonants.
Subject is known by what she sees.
Others can measure their vision by what we see.
Candor ends paranoia.
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Monday, December 19th, 2005
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| Subject: | . |
| Time: | 9:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  moody. | | Music: | 16 Horsepower. |
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Let's try to make it simple.
I have no idea why I have been hating the idea of, not only updating my journals, but writing at all.
Let's put in my new year's resolution list to write more and to take more photos.
Also my health is not helping me much to accomplish those tasks. Nothing too worrisome, do not fret my darlings. Just extremely annoying.
Oh, and finally I fell, but it didn't hurt. At all.
Also, I've been taking Cambridge examination. I hope it went alright.
How have you all been?
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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| Subject: | always. |
| Time: | 2:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  indifferent. | | Music: | A perfect day Elise by PJ Harvey. |
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you're just a question without an answer,
a doubt floating in my mind.
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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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| Time: | 11:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. |
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I hate my overly emotional mood. I'm gonna blame it on my hormones. Stop playing with me, you bastards!
Also I hated this day. I don't think that's anything worse than stomachache and headache altogether. Ah, let's not forget being sleep deprived.
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:48 pm. |
| Mood: |  excited. | | Music: | Cranberries. |
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'S funny how things can change so fast. A few hours ago I was royally pissed off, and now I'm bouncing because tomorrow I'm going to Barcelona (owyeah! xD) to Sitges' festival to see this film ( thanks to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) morwigain's invitation)
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Thursday, October 6th, 2005
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Why do I have to feel so awkard when I go to some public place like a bar or a food court on my own? It's like I go all paranoid and I feel every eye on me, while they're probably (not) thinking "She's all alone here? But that's so wrong!".
Okay, so I have noone to hang around with now. And I was downtown running a few errands on my own. And then I started to feel tired, hungry and dizzy (damn it, low blood pressure!) So what if I come alone?
In fact, the perks of the situation are that I can gather my thoughts and delight myself with a good book. Plus, I don't have to engage myself in boring small talk.
And now another reason why I prefer cats; I can't stand that habit most dogs (if not, all of them!) have when they go straight to your crotch. Not that I have anything against my private parts, but I don't appreciate having a dog between my legs, not in public or sheltered in the intimacy of home, restrooms, and so on... not even if there's raspberry jam involved. Period.
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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I don't care if I'm sounding childish, but I loved seeing the eclipse yesterday. And I want to believe that it was such a good day for me because of it.
(that was the reflection of the smoked mirror we used to see the eclipse)
( meow )
Apparently there were problems with this entry. Could you please tell me if you can see the photo?
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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took the idea from losecontrol, so here we go:
1. I think I've been suffering from some form of depression during all these years but only now I've been aware of it (kind of).
2. I learnt to read at age 4. That day was one of my happiest memories. All around me seemed to make sense all of a sudden. This feeling, obviously, didn't last too long.
3. Someone in my friend list once told me that I was randomly bold and assertive in some matters, but then I also could be shy and second-guess myself a lot too, without a clear behaviour pattern. I've been obvserving that too, but I find it alright.
4. I found the joys of masturbation at an early age; however I was kissed for the first time kinda late.
5. For those who read this but don't know me a lot, I'm a single child. And no, I'm not a spoiled brat.
6. I don't have any romantic interest at the moment, and that makes me feel relieved and sad at the same time. I admit i have a problem with men.
7. It seems that I get fed up with people quite soon.
8. I like to be friendly and socialize to some extent (til I'm fed up, that's it..), but there's always a big part of me who's very secretive. And I can't help it.
9. Right now my dirtiest secret is that I happen to think Shakira's latest single* doesn't sound bad at all. you can delete me from your lists now
10. English is not my first language. In fact I'm far from being fluent. However, I find myself unable to express myself in Spanish sometimes, and then I need English to make myself clear (things get a bit absurd when my partner does not understand at all).
11. I like singing a lot, I even took some lessons in high school and was told I had a good voice. Also, it has always been a sort of therapy to relax and take my mind off everything. However I'm not capable to sing in public (more than 1 people).
12. I used to be an avid reader. Now I'm not that avid anymore, and I find it quite embarrassing
13. I always say I'm not a weirdo, but a complex (maybe different) person. Also I'm one big contradiction.
14. I try not to be affected by other people's opinion, though I don't always succeed. But I consider people who live their lives by what others say/think/expect to be weak.
15. I also think it's a sing of weakness when your feelings are easily noticeable. I know it's quite stupid and I sound like some old Victorian lady, but I'm trying to overcome that.
16. I get along with my parents. I love my mum dearly, but I'm daddy's girl.
17. I was born on Monday, and I happen to like that day, unless most people.
18. Also, unless most people, rainy days make my spirits rise high. Unless most people, I love cold pizza leftovers. Unless most people, I've never been obliviously drunk but I swear alcohol doesn't have the same effect on me. Unless most people, I think craving for attention is wrong and reveals a weak personality. But I might be wrong, and it all could be a result of my traumas.
19. I wanna learn to play some instrument before I die.
20. My mind is 487574576756736432235 times faster than my tongue. Therefore, speaking becomes something frustrating at times. When I was little I used to stutter, and I even went to the doctor. Apparently I didn't get many sessions. That's why I try to keep my mouth shut when I feel nervous or awkward.
21. (I really can't wait for this list to finish!) I was blonde for some time. And I didn't look really bad. But that's something I'll never do again.
22. I wanna study photography. Last year I was studying English at college. But I dropped out. I'd love to come back and finish my degree (or something similar like English literature) ...someday.
23. Some stuff I'd like to do some day, such as: writing a piece of fanfic, officially dettaching myself from Catholic Church, being a real groupie for one night, totally guiltfree (*looks at Nicke*), living in Barcelona, even if it's for a short period of time, singing in public... etc etc
/FIN
*NOT the song with Alejandro Sanz.
I once did it in my Spanish journal (*)
By the way, I tag noone.
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Saturday, October 1st, 2005
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Hope there's someone who'll take care of me
When I die
Will I go?
Hope there's someone who'll set my heart free
Nice to hold
When I'm tired
There's a ghost on the horizon
When I go to bed
How can I fall asleep at night
How will I rest my head
Oh I'm scared of the middle place
Between light and nowhere
I don't want to be the one
Left in there
Left in there
There's a man on the horizon
Wish that I'd go to bed
If I fall to his feet tonight
Will allow rest my head
So here's hoping I will not drown
Or paralyze in light
And godsend I don't want to go
To the seal's watershed
Hope there's someone who'll take care of me
When I die
Will I go
i steal somebody else's words when i can't or won't use mine.
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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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| Subject: | ; |
| Time: | 4:33 pm. |
| Music: | A forest by The Cure. |
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1. this person doesn't have this lj name anymore.
2. this person happens to be a girl... not that i don't like you Bella, but i prefer meat than fish '-'
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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( you need to click, seriously )
On a different note, my mom got shoulder surgery (again) and now she's home and alright. But now I'm wondering if this is somehow genetic because both my parents have that very injury. Am I the next one? Anyway, not much to say except that projects for the future arise, and I'm excited about it, yaye!
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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loved.
fangirl!.